body ache...

whole body is aching frm yesterday's pe...60 incline, practices for shuttle run, 7 rounds of track, standing board jump...

this week is a bad week, or maybe last week too, maybe even last last week....things r not going well, haha, abit like a nightmare which u cant seem to wake up from( as said by ah ham)... bad results for ct, pw, kranji's band syf.....

today's another audition to see if we get to sing for syf...quite a different one frm the last time, this time we sang in SATB, one person from each of the four sections, instead of one by one......
n i was told tt i sang like i m speaking?? haha, i dunno y, the last time i was said tt i sang too softly despite singing the correct notes....n now i finally manage to sing loud enough, i sing like i m speaking....???haha, opportunity cost....

seriously, i really hope tt syf will come n end soon, haizz but i think we still need more practice...the tension/anger/frustration or watever words cant describe, felt after the end of last few practices is really....dun even felt like talking, n the silence is scary....n i dunno y i felt so irriated during some practice, its nv been like this before...but it does help to do some stupid things by "acting flamingo" every now n then for a laugh, yea, to make liwei n myself laugh, haha, ok liwei usually don think its funny, its me only, laughing at myself, haha

i think the guys' shirts n suits wif the mandarine collar look really smart on them, haha...

its weird to have somebody "taking charge" when suddenly appearing....

when u start sth the wrong way, u will end wrongly, i doubt we have the time to clear all mistakes....

i hate the inconsistency in singing, playing instuments is far more easier, voice is harder to control, its easy to go off tune, but in playing instrument, once u get the fingerings n pitch rite, u can almost be sure u r correct... dynamics is easier to do wif instruments den in voice too, well tts wat i think...in singing we still nid to take care of the pronounciation....

i heard li sheng jie singing live on tv jus now, haha, think he's really talented....he can really sing 'live', heard him singing 'live' oso a few weeks ago on 93.3, he sang near to perfection, jus like frm the cd, so cool....not like some singers who only have looks but cant sing, though their cds r alrite...

liwei told me about the "fake intensive conversation" thingy when she wanted to avoid some erm, no, to pretend not seeing some pple whom u noe but not familar enough to say hi or sth, haha, really funny....the funniest thing is tt both parties were faking, haha....